Posts tagged ‘death’

May 11th, 2013

She liked to sleep on my hair.



She liked to sleep on my hair.

May 11th, 2013

Call up on the trumpets the best of my strumpets.



Call up on the trumpets the best of my strumpets.

May 10th, 2013

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May 10th, 2013

You know you had a shitty winter when your dad dying is not the worst thing that happened.

Not even second worst.

May 4th, 2013

Polling.



Polling.

April 30th, 2013

Every night I start to cry because she’s not here and then I cry because I’m crying…

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Every night I start to cry because she’s not here and then I cry because I’m crying and she’s not here and I’m so sad. Everything is empty, I come home and feel like a hollow clown.

April 28th, 2013

Fritz with Monster’s ashes, he curled up with them.



Fritz with Monster’s ashes, he curled up with them.

April 27th, 2013

Just kissed her for the last time and last time her face was wet with my tears.

Just kissed her for the last time and last time her face was wet with my tears.

April 27th, 2013

Baby Monster with her best friend, baby Barrycat, in my…



Baby Monster with her best friend, baby Barrycat, in my disgusting chair. He was 3 years younger than her but she was so small and he was so big that he outgrew her almost immediately.

When he died, very young (he was only two), she mourned, it was heartbreaking, I was mourning too, but how to comfort a cat? She would look for him all over the apartment crying, she lost weight, she licked her fur off, she needed to be held all the time. I had to give her kitty antidepressants, which was obviously pretty ridiculous but you will do whatever when you see so much pain. They kept telling me to get another friend for her but I wouldn’t, I didnt ever want to go through that again, but finally I did. We named him Fritz Newman, and he is great comfort.

April 27th, 2013

I do a lot better with animals than I do with people.

I do a lot better with animals than I do with people.